Last day of school.

well today is the last day of my school. I am to leave for study leave and then never come back to chingford foundation school after results day. I came to thinking and I realised this, I hadn't done a blog on my life. you might fight this strange because this is a scary story blog and so I will make this the only life blog. In 2006 September I walked into Chingford foundation school and made myself a home there. shifting from friend to friend in the first few months. well until me and Simon spoke.He was good friends with my friend Jack who had gone to Yardley with me. Simon was a great and funny guy who had the temper of a bull. He got pissed off at the slightest thing. I then got into what was to become the most famous group in our school. This is when I met Alex, Connor, Adam, George, pardo, Grace, Jess, Kate, Sophie, Rhianna and many others. This group grew and we introduced our selfs to Shelley, Harry, Daniel, Dani, Amy, Katie, Josh, Lucus, Kyle, Peter etc. Yesr 10, we were the biggest group that had the most pointless argument. loud and funny. but overall we were a good group that all stuck together but the odd argument did show sides. I sat on the fence most of the time because I would always wanted to hear both sides before making any judgements.
The end of year 11 and we had lost a few members due to disagreement. but we still were strong. As the song run through the end of year video, my emotions were sparked and I didn't cry until I stepped outside I saw all the people I would lose and may never see again.
Results day and I was thrilled to find I had gotten into 6th form. Chingford 6th form in fact. A common place to me and I would be staying with my friends.
Year 12 just seemed like another year to me but I was split from my friends and shoved into a form of relatively new people. Grace was the only one I would speak to really in the first week. The thing is that I was never really conscious until now of how much has gone down in the past two years. But seem as my friend Jess complained to me about not writing a blog about her. Here goes (love you Jess)
I am gonna write a little bit on each of my friends. (alphabetical order)

Beth: Beth I met when I was In year 10/11. She is Simons girlfriend and I got on with her instantly. she is funny, sweet and has a large obsession with pandas, which is cool with me. when I am sad she would cheer me up as I would with her. of course we would say 'don't forget the baby' which no one really understands but us. I thank her for being there for every moment I needed a chat.

Emilia: came to us in 6th form. a shy girl who was slightly socially awkward but hey I beat that out of her. I now find her as one of my best friend who I can trust and blame everything on and she will just go square. pok :3

Grace: suffered from cancer and has been a pain in the ass since. I am joking of course. Grace has gone through hell at such a young age but she stood strong. she makes me laugh on a daily bases and is so blunt with questions. she has the most adorable dog and i swear if she doesn't marry jack she knows I will sort her out :)

Jack: my best friend for 10 years and I hope for many more. no matter how much he teased and punched me in the jaw I can never hate him much longer than a day. he has a caring heart, which has so much love in but he tends to use it on rocks and mazie. I really hope commander 0 will be my friend for many years to come.

Jess: well what can I saw. she is mad. I want to slam my head into a table sometime because of her. but no matter how much she drives me crazy I cannot stop loving Jess. she will read this and hug me like mad when she next sees me. I have never had so much fun with her. she keeps me up when I am down and keeps me going. even if it takes a punch in the head. she treats me like her little sister and looks after me. I know we had fights in the past but I know we will never be separated because of a disagreement. Jess has been there for me and knows me so well. no matter how much she judges me, she only does it out of love. We have been through hours of food lessons together and I am still alive.

Sam: what can I say... GREENDAY. the first words I heard from sam were "do you like greenday?" I said no and the reply "well fuck you". me and sam got off on the wrong foot. but as I got to know him, I know for a fact he is a kind and loving guy who only is a bit of a man whore. I am joking . he is a laugh and I still feel incredibly bad for spraying water across his head. I have to admit over the past year I have grown to green day but I still don't think they are great.

Shelley: bouncing ball of fun. she never stops smiling and knows how to brighten a day up. throws the greatest parties and has the greatest fun. she never stops being the awesome, happy person she is.

Simon: Guns, army, knife and dogs. can be hyper and pokey. or pissy and pokey. but either way I get fricken poked :3 he is a laugh and thinks of the best jokes. even though some of them are way across the line. I will miss the mad man but I know I will see him on crime watch one day. :P

Sophie: we are known for arguments us two. I get on her nerves and she gets on mine. we both get driven mad but we know at the end of the day we are there for each other and we always be. although I do wish I could get 1 Mark better than her in one RS essay.
of course this is the group I hang out with on a daily basis there are others I love to hang out with and chat with.

My form. 13P we are mad but we all get along unless there is a quiz, then shit goes down. unless your jade and you never get involved. (joking) each form has a different relationship but I know ours is closely linked and I hope to keep in contact with a few people.

My free group with jack, beth, shelley, Alice, Rebecca and shirin. A few laughs and jokes and a lot of fun.

Alice a great girl with complete confidence in herself. Is a huddle of fun and can be a pain in the ass. can give advice on everything and really is one Gaga fan :3
Rebecca (aka puffling) is fun and very strong willed. I can never see myself winning an argument against her just because I would be scared to disagree. she is smart and funny. she is unbelievably strong and I hope the best for her.
Shirin, a quiet girl who seems to never do work :). she is shy but a good laugh and cares greatly for boyfriend. I wish the best for her and her boyfriend

Now for all the other awesome people I hang out with in school

Matthew, an amazing guy who I can have a laugh with. although I have only really spoken to him for a few week, I've known him for year and I know for a fact that he is caring, independent, stubborn, funny and very talented. strong and very selfless. but I am so jealous of how talented he is at guitar and how cool he acts around the fact I cool him talented. He also likes minecraft.

Kajal (not sure if this is spelt right) is great at beating jack up and making him rage. saying geography is not a subject

Lacki, a form member but still a laugh. she is sweet and cares for others. listens to you no matter how boring you think you are. she is a maths genius and I wish I had a third of her talent.

Yong, the most innocent person I have ever met. in some way that's cute. but others you have to explain the most awkward things ever. if you wink at her she will wink back without knowing she is. bio buddies.

Ninet, has put up with me through out the year in psychology and has been amazing. she only laughs at my stuff and is kind.

Stacey, another genius who I cannot understand how she understands maths. I just don't get how she does it.
there is still a massive amount of friend I have out of school who are equally amazing but this blog is about those in school. I want to finish this on a little note.

I know it has been two hard years of our lives. With things within families happening and friendships slowly dying but that is surely a part of growing up. I know for a fact I would have got no where without you guys when my Nonno died. You just have to think when we all started off in this new group in year 12 we were new to each other. We have all changed, as far as I know it is for the best. I know that this may sound like I am getting all emotional but I am not. I know as I walk into uni in a few months I will be going to keep contact every day. I will miss talking and chatting about pointless things. Laughing at Mr Armsby as he eats a banana, or Grace looking Jenks up and down. It maybe a tense time for us all but all you have to remember is the good times. I know I may have not come on trips but hearing about your drunken times is alway fun. I know we will alway keep contact, I know for a fact I don't have a choice ;). I will miss the I don't give two crap convos with Sam, talkin about how bad of our teachers are, looking at cute pandas, quoting Lee evens, talking about xbox, making new philosophies, winking at people, laughing about how if you mess around with the word canada it makes anal, drawing different picture, playing pac man and just having fun. I know you guys are reading this ( because I told you to) but I really will miss you all.
I love you guys.
I pinky promise, I will try my best to keep in contact with all of you ( even you sam) 
I hope that you all like this little tribute
Em x