I am so sorry

life has been harsh. not allowing me to do things I love, but I promise to you. My sweet, that I will continue to love and handle you with care.
As I hold you in my arms, I kiss your forehead, just know that I love you...
I sorry I left you, I promise I won't do it again. I was scared that you would leave me.

Don't look at me like that. I am still human. No stop crying, please! look let's stop here and say that I am going to be here forever.
No please don't shake your head. Look I promise and...
you are so warm. I haven't felt that in so long, I am so sorry...

look there is our beautiful baby girl in the corner and she wants a cuddle. She hasn't spoken to me yet but I know she wants to. Maybe she will forgive me one day.

I am so sorry...
I just couldn't help myself.
I just couldn't help it... I am so sorry. Please look  me in the eyes and...

I am so sorry...

( guys I am back from the dead and ready to party. Please for give me.)