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Streamside valley part 2

I walked towards the altar and saw a door that went into the back of the church where confessions were  made. It's hinges were cracked and rusted, they hadn't been moved for years. I pushed the idea of a person in this village out of my messed up my head, they weren't going to be here and if they were it would be a different place. I chuckled at my childish thinking and made my way of the church and saw that one of the houses was falling apart. I had not noticed this before, I walked towards what was left of it. I walked to the top of the mound as I saw something sticking out that was slightly stranger. I pulled it out before realising what it actually was, I screamed at the top of my lung; throwing the bone of an animal across the rubble. I wiped my hand on my jeans in a reaction of the sticky flesh that was left. I felt the hairs on the back of my neck raise up, I couldn't believe I was reacting in such a way. 'What am I a child?!' I questioned myself before rubbing down my arms from the goose bumps. I turned round to see of course nothing, this investigation was getting to me but I had to hold tight for the night as I was going to have to suffer the freezing cold and the ghost that may haunt me. I saw birds fly over the village hall and doing a circle before diving into a hole in the roof. That was my way in, I ran over to the side of the building and saw that a smashed window was just above my head. I saw a chair in the collapsed build and yanked it out seeing all the rubble in the middle fall further into the holes. A crashing sound echoed round the building, I made sure nothing else reacted to the sounds and then run over to the window. I stood on the chair and peered into the broken window, it was empty. Nothing was left at all, it was a large hall with a piece of paper left in the middle and that was it. I pulled myself onto the ledge and smashed the window a little bit more; before stepping inside the dark abyss. I hung from the inside ledge and dropped down.
"Hello?" I shouted loud enough for the building to answer back hello. It was a lot colder in here than outside and it made me shiver. I looked round for maybe something the village people missed, but the had made sure that everything was missing.
"It will seem the village people were prepared to clear this area but not the church, I wonder why?" I felt my chest tickle as the dust had slowly filled my lung. I started going into a coughing fit, heaving over trying to get air into the one working lung. I breathed heavily and looked up.
"Thanks!" I said; in a fit of rage
"I am sorry" a whisper barely audible shocked me into a upright positions and made me hold the cough that was trying to interrupt the peace,
"sorry for what?" I said hoping that it was the wind
" I am so sorry..." The voice was silent again and I waited for a minute or so before moving again. I was determined to remove myself from this building. I walked to the front door and tried the lock, I should have known that this was going to be the building that stood strong. I heard the door behind me creak open, I turned round as slow as I could, keeping one eye closed before revealing one of the hall doors had open. It was into the garden at the back of the village hall. I was all grown over and was barely visible but there was path down the middle. I made my way down it, pushing away the weeds and wild flowers. Eventually I had to stop because of the mesh of brambles at the bottom of the garden. I shook my head, this was a pointless day. I had been chasing shadows all day and now I had to get out of this fricking building and this frustrated me more. I could stand this place, why did I think of such a stupid idea.
"FUCK THIS PLACE!!" I screamed and threw a piece of plank at the door that had just closed. I calmed myself down before thinking how I was going to get out of this damn garden. I saw the fence that was covered in brambles, every other possibility was blown out the water because I really had nothing else. I walked over and got a grip on the edge of the bramble nest, I saw a dead piece of tree and pulled myself forward straight into the bush of bramble. I kept still so the thorns could not grapple onto my skin, seeing the fence I grabbed the little part that was showing pulled myself forward cringing in agony biting into my lip as the thorns ripped through my skin now matter how much effort I put in. I eventually was close enough to the fence to try and flip over it. It isn't a tall fence but the brambles made it look massive, I used both arms to pull myself over and I landed on the other side of the fence into a grass pile. I laid there for a while, letting my body rest. I sat up picking any remaining thorns out of me before going to my sleeping area. I had enough of today and I was ready to sleep, even if it was only 5pm.

As I walked across the village I saw the door of my sleep area open. I shook my head as I remember not locking it. I let out a sign and continued forward into the house,
"can this day get any worse!" I looked at my things as I had noticed something had stole some of my socks from my bag. Not food, water, bedding but socks. I grabbed my can of food that I had grabbed from the house and heated it up through the means of the still working stove.
"oh shit!" I hit my head before turning the food off and hobbled to the church, I had left the damn camera in there.
I made my way into the doors again and saw my camera on the bench. I smiled as it had been on all this time and still was on. I stopped it and closed it before hobbling back to where my food was cooking. I sat down and ate the beans, they were hot but I was too tired to focus on the amount of actual pain I was in. After I had settled down to rest I looked at the camera, I shut the door and bolted it, then undressed myself pulling on my pjs for bed. I kept the same socks on before of that bloody animal that stole socks!
I laid in my sleeping bag that was next to the fire in the living room. I had actually got this fire going before I bolted the door closed for the night, the window I smashed in was covered in a plastic I had found in the house. I made sure that my sleep wasn't going to be stopped by some stupid animal. I watch the footage on the camera and saw the point I had put it down, nothing really was noticeable until it came to me around the time hearing that voice. The church was empty but then the figure I thought I saw that morning; returned in the door way and stood there for a good few minutes before walking back into the church. The door shut and it was gone, nothing again until I picked up the camera. You could hear my pants and as I picked up the camera it got the final shot of the man near the altar. I felt chills go up my spine and make me sick. I gulped before putting the camera down for the night. I fell asleep not long after.

I woke at 3 am, there was a heavy air about the place that made me breath gently. I looked up to see an actual mist form around me. I sat up slowly, dragging myself out of my dream state and looked around.
"I am sorry..." The voice had hit me again
"what for? I am..." I looked around to see where had the voice had come from, a woman with no face and wasn't touching the floor.
"He was the one, no children, no women, no life..." she said in her gently but ghostly voice.
"what? you are making no sense" I was now frustrated, this woman had decided to turn up at 3am and not make sense.
"RUN! He will not have any one live if they know the secret."
"what secret?"
"He killed everyone, the villagers never left, he brutally murdered everyone"
"I... I don't believe it" I said standing now, I heard a knocking at the front door.
I was shocked, why do we freeze when we are scared. I stood there what felt like hours and finally came to when I heard the second lot of bangs. I grabbed my bag which was next to my bed and shoved my sleeping bag in there. Another lot of bangs and I was rushing now, I shoved my camera and notes in there too before hearing a cracking at the front door. He was breaking in, I looked around to hide and hole in the fire place was big enough for me to fit into it. I squeezed myself into the gap and felts the floor collapse, it was a tunnel under me and I fell through. I stood still as I heard the footsteps on the floor boards, he was huge but not human. He wasn't physical at all and this scared me into running out the tunnel. He had heard me and started to follow the crashes of rock that followed me. I came out into an opening which I knew was under the church. I held my breath as I heard him turn up behind me, I looked round and saw this shadow man. Like the woman he wasn't touching the floor. But he had a face, too many teeth for his face, no eyes and thin nose.
"I just want to leave." I begged him
He just laughed and bashed me over the head.

"So are you saying, that the reason there is no inhabitants is because there was a man who murdered all the people Streamside village?"
"I am saying that this is a plausible suggestion, they found me at the side of a road with a crack in my skull where I had been bashed over the head. You can't call that fake evidence, plus the footage I have just shown you was not edited. I don't know what I can say to convince my fellow class mates that there is a huge murder scene that has been missed. That animal bone wasn't an animal bone, it was a fucking human bone"
"where are they then? The bodies?"
" To be honest I didn't really want to ask a man where he buried his victims, she wouldn't have told me either. He is coming here, he isn't just at the village and he will not just come after to me any more. You guys will be next unless you move from here."
I finished my project and then left the school, I asked my parents to move as quick as possible. They agreed and said the city life should be better for me anyway.
Months later I read an article in the news that said that
A TOWN HAS BEEN FOUND EMPTY, THERE HAS BEEN EVIDENCE OF BODIES. POLICE ARE LOOKING FOR THE KILLER AND HOPE ANYONE CAN HELP.
I placed the paper down and smiled at mum, she smiled back and drunk her tea.
"anything happened?" she asked gently
" Nah, just the usual" I smiled as I poured myself a cup of tea
I warned them

oops

So I have been trying to find the will to finish streamside and I couldn't until about an hour ago. so I will try my best to finish before I sleep

Very quick update.

so I am just going to tell you guys that I am on my revision break because I was going to pull my hair out. Only have two more exams left and they are both tomorrow. SO after my 5 solid hours of revision I think I need a horror break :D

EXAM WEEEK AHHHHH!!!!

So I was going to finish part 2 of Streamside village, but as you can see by the title it is exam week for the next 2 weeks. I am so sorry, I wish I could do it between revision but that is life.
I love everyone who reads this blog. Next week Friday should be when I post the story so keep a look out :D
Em x

most amazing day of my life!

I have to say I had the best time in my life yesterday. My birthday is tomorrow on the 28th of may, knowing no one would be free during the week my parents had started planned when the amazing party was going to be. This was yesterday on the 26th of may, as I was made pretty and dressed up I had little knowledge that my parents were doing their best to get everything ready for 2pm. As I was dragged to my nans I made my way to into the house with Claire making noises. I walked in to find my Suki my cousins dog in the dinning room. I gave her a massive cuddle before being dragged out the house to be blind folded. my uncle drove a little up the road to an amazing place I knew of, he opened the door to hear my dad's voice and telling him to grab his arm. My mum grabbed my arm and we walked a few steps forward, I could hear mummers of my dads voice. Then my blind fold was taken off, all I could see was a few people standing in front of me and a sign that said 'walk this way. Happy birthday'. In my studded state I only thought a handful of people had turned up to my birthday. COULD I BE MORE WRONG. A volley of 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' behind me, made me shoot round and with a big sigh I let out tears. I hugged my mum and dad and then my best friend Jess. The girl who had been denying the whole time. I gave my family a massive hug before going over to my friends and made sure ever single one was made sure that I loved them. I thank everyone for yesterday and I really loved ever second I had. You are all brilliant and I am surprised that I had no clue about most of it. :D
I thank
Mum
Dad
Nanny
Granddad
Nanny darling
Nonna
Rob
Milt
Claire
Martin
Tom
Elsa
Pat
Pia
Flo
Gracie
Liv
Dom
Lu
Nicole
Luisa
Sophia
( many more family members I have missed)
Friends
Jess
Simon
Beth
Grace
Jack
Matthew
Emilia
Sophie
Nat
Nimph
Kate

Last day of school.

well today is the last day of my school. I am to leave for study leave and then never come back to chingford foundation school after results day. I came to thinking and I realised this, I hadn't done a blog on my life. you might fight this strange because this is a scary story blog and so I will make this the only life blog. In 2006 September I walked into Chingford foundation school and made myself a home there. shifting from friend to friend in the first few months. well until me and Simon spoke.He was good friends with my friend Jack who had gone to Yardley with me. Simon was a great and funny guy who had the temper of a bull. He got pissed off at the slightest thing. I then got into what was to become the most famous group in our school. This is when I met Alex, Connor, Adam, George, pardo, Grace, Jess, Kate, Sophie, Rhianna and many others. This group grew and we introduced our selfs to Shelley, Harry, Daniel, Dani, Amy, Katie, Josh, Lucus, Kyle, Peter etc. Yesr 10, we were the biggest group that had the most pointless argument. loud and funny. but overall we were a good group that all stuck together but the odd argument did show sides. I sat on the fence most of the time because I would always wanted to hear both sides before making any judgements.
The end of year 11 and we had lost a few members due to disagreement. but we still were strong. As the song run through the end of year video, my emotions were sparked and I didn't cry until I stepped outside I saw all the people I would lose and may never see again.
Results day and I was thrilled to find I had gotten into 6th form. Chingford 6th form in fact. A common place to me and I would be staying with my friends.
Year 12 just seemed like another year to me but I was split from my friends and shoved into a form of relatively new people. Grace was the only one I would speak to really in the first week. The thing is that I was never really conscious until now of how much has gone down in the past two years. But seem as my friend Jess complained to me about not writing a blog about her. Here goes (love you Jess)
I am gonna write a little bit on each of my friends. (alphabetical order)

Beth: Beth I met when I was In year 10/11. She is Simons girlfriend and I got on with her instantly. she is funny, sweet and has a large obsession with pandas, which is cool with me. when I am sad she would cheer me up as I would with her. of course we would say 'don't forget the baby' which no one really understands but us. I thank her for being there for every moment I needed a chat.

Emilia: came to us in 6th form. a shy girl who was slightly socially awkward but hey I beat that out of her. I now find her as one of my best friend who I can trust and blame everything on and she will just go square. pok :3

Grace: suffered from cancer and has been a pain in the ass since. I am joking of course. Grace has gone through hell at such a young age but she stood strong. she makes me laugh on a daily bases and is so blunt with questions. she has the most adorable dog and i swear if she doesn't marry jack she knows I will sort her out :)

Jack: my best friend for 10 years and I hope for many more. no matter how much he teased and punched me in the jaw I can never hate him much longer than a day. he has a caring heart, which has so much love in but he tends to use it on rocks and mazie. I really hope commander 0 will be my friend for many years to come.

Jess: well what can I saw. she is mad. I want to slam my head into a table sometime because of her. but no matter how much she drives me crazy I cannot stop loving Jess. she will read this and hug me like mad when she next sees me. I have never had so much fun with her. she keeps me up when I am down and keeps me going. even if it takes a punch in the head. she treats me like her little sister and looks after me. I know we had fights in the past but I know we will never be separated because of a disagreement. Jess has been there for me and knows me so well. no matter how much she judges me, she only does it out of love. We have been through hours of food lessons together and I am still alive.

Sam: what can I say... GREENDAY. the first words I heard from sam were "do you like greenday?" I said no and the reply "well fuck you". me and sam got off on the wrong foot. but as I got to know him, I know for a fact he is a kind and loving guy who only is a bit of a man whore. I am joking . he is a laugh and I still feel incredibly bad for spraying water across his head. I have to admit over the past year I have grown to green day but I still don't think they are great.

Shelley: bouncing ball of fun. she never stops smiling and knows how to brighten a day up. throws the greatest parties and has the greatest fun. she never stops being the awesome, happy person she is.

Simon: Guns, army, knife and dogs. can be hyper and pokey. or pissy and pokey. but either way I get fricken poked :3 he is a laugh and thinks of the best jokes. even though some of them are way across the line. I will miss the mad man but I know I will see him on crime watch one day. :P

Sophie: we are known for arguments us two. I get on her nerves and she gets on mine. we both get driven mad but we know at the end of the day we are there for each other and we always be. although I do wish I could get 1 Mark better than her in one RS essay.
of course this is the group I hang out with on a daily basis there are others I love to hang out with and chat with.

My form. 13P we are mad but we all get along unless there is a quiz, then shit goes down. unless your jade and you never get involved. (joking) each form has a different relationship but I know ours is closely linked and I hope to keep in contact with a few people.

My free group with jack, beth, shelley, Alice, Rebecca and shirin. A few laughs and jokes and a lot of fun.

Alice a great girl with complete confidence in herself. Is a huddle of fun and can be a pain in the ass. can give advice on everything and really is one Gaga fan :3
Rebecca (aka puffling) is fun and very strong willed. I can never see myself winning an argument against her just because I would be scared to disagree. she is smart and funny. she is unbelievably strong and I hope the best for her.
Shirin, a quiet girl who seems to never do work :). she is shy but a good laugh and cares greatly for boyfriend. I wish the best for her and her boyfriend

Now for all the other awesome people I hang out with in school

Matthew, an amazing guy who I can have a laugh with. although I have only really spoken to him for a few week, I've known him for year and I know for a fact that he is caring, independent, stubborn, funny and very talented. strong and very selfless. but I am so jealous of how talented he is at guitar and how cool he acts around the fact I cool him talented. He also likes minecraft.

Kajal (not sure if this is spelt right) is great at beating jack up and making him rage. saying geography is not a subject

Lacki, a form member but still a laugh. she is sweet and cares for others. listens to you no matter how boring you think you are. she is a maths genius and I wish I had a third of her talent.

Yong, the most innocent person I have ever met. in some way that's cute. but others you have to explain the most awkward things ever. if you wink at her she will wink back without knowing she is. bio buddies.

Ninet, has put up with me through out the year in psychology and has been amazing. she only laughs at my stuff and is kind.

Stacey, another genius who I cannot understand how she understands maths. I just don't get how she does it.
there is still a massive amount of friend I have out of school who are equally amazing but this blog is about those in school. I want to finish this on a little note.

I know it has been two hard years of our lives. With things within families happening and friendships slowly dying but that is surely a part of growing up. I know for a fact I would have got no where without you guys when my Nonno died. You just have to think when we all started off in this new group in year 12 we were new to each other. We have all changed, as far as I know it is for the best. I know that this may sound like I am getting all emotional but I am not. I know as I walk into uni in a few months I will be going to keep contact every day. I will miss talking and chatting about pointless things. Laughing at Mr Armsby as he eats a banana, or Grace looking Jenks up and down. It maybe a tense time for us all but all you have to remember is the good times. I know I may have not come on trips but hearing about your drunken times is alway fun. I know we will alway keep contact, I know for a fact I don't have a choice ;). I will miss the I don't give two crap convos with Sam, talkin about how bad of our teachers are, looking at cute pandas, quoting Lee evens, talking about xbox, making new philosophies, winking at people, laughing about how if you mess around with the word canada it makes anal, drawing different picture, playing pac man and just having fun. I know you guys are reading this ( because I told you to) but I really will miss you all.
I love you guys.
I pinky promise, I will try my best to keep in contact with all of you ( even you sam) 
I hope that you all like this little tribute
Em x